msr049

a certain region ecology concerned angry citizens but not ignorant activists. 

msr048

recorded on quiet summer afternoon in cornwall: tropical heat and developing sinusitis.
modified on quiet summer afternoon in cashubia: tropical heat, sinusitis, antibiotics, debilitating pain.

msr047

exhaustion makes one work shy.

msr046

a kind of limbo.

msr045

stockholm - sounds.
poznań - sent from.
bodmin - received, put together.
gdynia - rearranged.
enjoy!

msr044

with different people in different places at different times

msr043

some things just have to wait for their time to make them happen.

msr042

different places. different times. different stories.

msr041

so, i went for the second time to pool's heartlands to the jeremy corbyn rally. i got quickly bored as it was exactly the same speech i had heard at this same place one year earlier.
i agree with jc's policy of having healthcare, public transportation, education and other services in public hands (either fully publicly owned and supervised or just publicly supervised, as the second one might be more palatable for right-leaning democrats).
but that's all. i do not agree with the statement that the labour party could provide anything only when it wins the general elections and became the party of government. it's a bullshit and dishonesty. even having in mind that uk's politics are de facto two-party politics and although i can understand such a point of view - it is based on false premises. you simply do what you're supposed to do and look for political associates to help you achieve your goals even in their minimalist version (like simply opposing the government in dismantling the welfare state) or you're just whining about evil deeds of others (like that one that being in opposition is disabling for any political action and one can't sacrifice one's own political principles, i.e. a stick stuck deep in the rectum, for compromises which are demanded to work with political partners because they are "traitors" of some sort).
as the joke goes "nobody could ever deliver as much as what i can promise you" - that was the way i saw that last year's rally.
i wish to dedicate this piece of work to them rabid dogs from momentum and other so called "leftists" in the labour party - you're just a bunch of totalitarian assholes completely unaware and pig ignorant of leftist politics and leftist sensibility.
it also contains a sample from the hafler trio's "all largely propaganda" and it could be viewed as my tribute to that great band.

msr040

i dug out the old track from the past (late 2012 exactly). although its sounds were used for one compilation and one nuoh release before - i still thought that something was neither quite right with it itself nor the way it was used. rather complete misses than perfect hits. a big reproach. a big remorse. a demand to do it right. so i submitted. for the sake of peace of mind. i butchered it hard in the quest of its essence. then i picked the remains and started to put them into a new whole. the full title came to me long before i ever considered to start work on it (and it is rather one of these life-descripting metaphors) but it is how remorse works - as a constatnt reminder about something from the past that should be done right before considering moving forward into the future and somehow a personal revelation.

msr039

disembodied. soulless. detached.

msr038

a simple and quiet celebration

msr037

recorded as intended for the proper widokzokna's release but being not suitable for it's purpose ended as nuoh remixes

msr036

the answer is obvious of course

msr035

slowly decaying

msr034

a long walk...

msr033

now as a solo project - introducing manipulated field recordings.

msr032

just being back from the emotional purgatory.

msr031

the idea came from the big drum in the sky religion's  browny but the info came to me as a kind of spam from micromelancolie's robert skrzyński as they were looking for somebody eager to release the pop group tribute compilation - so i thought this would be a nice idea to release something which is not an original artwork but just the covers/remixes. well, it took a very long time to put the things together - as the people involved in the project seemed very excited for a moment and then just almost quit but of course they were very inetersted in as fast as possible releasing the stuff but forgot to contribute their tracks...
so, here it is. sometimes it sounds horrible because no mastering was done - as i wanted the tracks sound as close as to the conditions they were recorded in.

msr030

wallofacid is on another trip - but now towards brutality and violence

msr029

...and bored too

msr028

another travel back in time. to the very beginning. track "wir stehen an der seite des fuehrers" is the second track ever recorded by nuoh and the oldest that has survived digitized. the cdr version of "język umarłych" has contained more tracks but they aren't existing as the wav or flac files due to destruction of master tapes (i cut them for loops) and the masters from cdrs are also unavailable due to shitty quality of the cdrs and destruction of the data. but the enhanced and paid version of this album is available from sp recordings bandcamp site as they don't really care about the quality of the sound files (but not music itself) they release. so, here is the shorter version and all the tracks are encoded directly from the wav format. and i think that the shorter version is better.
the other thing is the cover: the original was hand-drawn suprematist-like clash of the black and red geometric figures on the white background. the present one is the digitally bastardized photography. still nice i think.

msr027

we are going back in time. when nuoh wasn't working with the computer and martwyskurwiel records was (or should have been) a cdr label. this release was sent to distribution by drone records in nine copies (it was an exclusive item due to other problems than making this stuff for the elite though) somewhere between 2004 and 2005. i don't think they were sold. last thing i remeber about that cdr release was that stefan knappe wasn't quite interested in throwing away these cdrs into trash can or destroy them permanently but rather give them away for free with another drone records releases. the cdr version got handcrafted cover created by monika szczukiewicz - cover which was very interesting and beautiful but wasn't corresponding with the sounds from the release.
also the section "b" ("doomówka") was the last recording ever done by the old nuoh - the project was dead for three and a half years. until may 2006 i think.

msr026

coincidence at work or mental breakthrough or everything you want to imagine by youself.

msr025

dealing with the same emotional shit again and again...

msr024

                                                     

enjoy the sounds

msr023

today i'm turning 36 and few months ago my life has turned into complete mess... this release is the third part of an unintended trilogy ("from suffering to misery", "falling and dissolving" and present release) of the hell of depression and the destructive effects of antidepressive drugs given by a psychiatrist who doesn't care about patients. i've lost my job, i've lost my family, i've lost my only home... i've lost everything... but i wish to dedicate that trilogy to my daughter, her mother and myself...

msr022

how easy is to fuck up something great...

msr021

dedicated to the landscapes of cassubia but not to the cassubian folks and their mentality

msr020

... no, i don't like the taste of shit

msr019

well, just a different trip...

msr018

his was at the south western side and mine was at the north eastern side

msr017

being just pissed off...

msr016

good old tb 303 used in non-techno way. but it's still pure acid...

msr015

numbers were used to create and manipulate the sound of this recording: 18, 23, 93, 666

msr014

the story about depression

msr013

the luckiest number of all! the almimighty 13, huh...
a sound tribute to the place we have had lived for sth like 20 years... but the view was from my window.

msr012

banging at the wall of insatiability for lust and violence... two things that are never enough of for us...

msr011

hmmm, the hafler trio did something that was called "seven hours sleep" and here we have similar stuff...

msr010

deicide's old tracks rule! but there are no covers...

msr009

well... where's a title - there's a story...

msr008

well, the cover tells it all...

msr 007

well, that stuff should have appeared on sts' 500th release (yeah, that pro-suicide compilation) but for reasons to me unknown that won't happen. so it's my privilege to release that amazing stuff. pure depresive suicidal black... noise?

msr 006

just a love song both in polish and english. download and enjoy.

msr 005

just versions...

msr 004

other versions (not the remixes) of the track "noc" released as 3" 333 secs cdr by witte dood records.

msr 003

other versions (not remixes) of "pieśni niewinności doświadczenia" released by smell the stench net label. mostly inspired by william blake's "songs of innocence/experience" and "proverbs of hell" and la vey's vision of satanism.

msr 002

it's definitely dark. dark and interesting. the guy who hides behind the name of mikrodepresja is co-owner of 49manekinow.net and runs its sublabel 49animals. enjoy.

msr 001

here it is! the first release. enjoy the story about the past that never was.

read it first then send me your stuff

1. i prefer flac/ape/aiff/wav. if lossy - ogg rather than mp3 (at least 192 kbps).
2. png/jpg/tiff 300 dpi pictures - less than 300 dpi is shit.
3. but if you want to release sth else than music you're also welcome.
4. no religious propaganda.
5. everything else is permitted.