i dug out the old track from the past (late 2012 exactly). although its sounds were used for one compilation and one nuoh release before - i still thought that something was neither quite right with it itself nor the way it was used. rather complete misses than perfect hits. a big reproach. a big remorse. a demand to do it right. so i submitted. for the sake of peace of mind. i butchered it hard in the quest of its essence. then i picked the remains and started to put them into a new whole. the full title came to me long before i ever considered to start work on it (and it is rather one of these life-descripting metaphors) but it is how remorse works - as a constatnt reminder about something from the past that should be done right before considering moving forward into the future and somehow a personal revelation.
